December 18th, 2006

REGULAR..

Posted at 11:37 PM on December 18, 2006 in .

JUST SIGNED UP THE PAPERS FOR REGULARIZATION..

YAHOOO... INCREASE NA ITO... HEHEHEHE

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November 30th, 2006

HABA NG HAIR..

Posted at 04:41 PM on November 30, 2006 in .

Last night im with Davinz and we went to an old friend's house. As usual, my videoke and inuman session..

In the middle of the conversation on plans for his upcoming bday, he just said;

"im planning to celebrate it on Dec. 23 kasi uuwi ako sa Bicol sa Dec. 26.. Gusto mo sumama?"

I asked, "niyaya mo ako?"

He said, "oo, ssama kb?"

I said, "mga gano katagal kb don?"

He said, "2 weeks ako dun.."

I said, "as if naman pwede ako"

He said, "eh di mag leave ka"

I said, "sana pwede"..

I was just surprised by what he said kasi niyaya nya ako pumunta sa kanila.. This was the 1st time he asked me about it. Ang haba ng hair ko grabe.. hehehe

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November 28th, 2006

mixed emotions..

Posted at 02:49 PM on November 28, 2006 in .

I got a text from him last Nov. 25, 12:31pm

"elo my dir, musta na po kau? Nag apply ako baka by Feb i'l be in Mindanao. Ganda po offer nila. wat do u think my dir?"

I was sleeping then and was awakened when i heard my fone rang. I thought i was just dreaming and didn't pay attention to it. But after a few mins, it sunk into my mind.. hey, wat did he say again?

I replied, "ilang buwan ka dun, mga 2 months?"

He said, "mga 1 yr po me dun"

I said, "ano, 1 yr. ang tagal naman nun? bakit ka pumayag?"

He said, "maganda naman po offer and makakatulong ako kina mama, alam mo naman un diba?"

I said, "it seems like u've made ur decision, ayaw ko man, la na akong mgagawa"

He said, "im planning naman to go abroad din by next year, diba kaw din? parang ganun din un.."

I said, "i know, but a lot can happen in 1 yr and im afraid that I might loose u. I don't wanna loose u. Di na nga tau msyado nagkikita ngaun tapos mwwala kp ng isang taon."

He said, "Sobra naman po, don't think that way my dir. Sige po, aalis na lang me after 10 yrs.. hehehe. Di bale tagal pa po Feb mam, and dami pa naman mggandang offer jan eh.."

I said, " ur making it easier for me to understand but Im not happy with it and im crying right now because of it. I can't hide my feelings.."

He never replied back because maybe he didn't know what to say to me... I dunno...

Its been 3 days now, and I still can't forget about it. Its bothering me so much that i even cried when i replied to him. I can't bear to think that we will be away from each other for a yr and i know a lot can happen. I dunno if i can wait for him or either way. I know i love him but I don't have anything that can prove he's mine...

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November 24th, 2006

damn tired

Posted at 07:34 PM on November 24, 2006 in .

im so tired right now...

i haven't have much sleep this past few days due to long hrs of work.. we are required to work overtime twice a week and that will be 4 hrs each.. imagine, ur working for 13 hrs straight!!!... damn, that's pretty tiring..

i need rest!!!

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